Tentative and Insecurity

Today, I had an appointment with Dr. Chan Lee Pon for my vaccine jab at Pantai Hospital.
As reckless as usual.. and always.. lol, I lost my appointment card so I had to go through the queue and counter registration again. When I insisted to see Dr. Chan, the counter lady claims that I'm over 18 and suggests me to see a physician .. I do get the lady's point since Dr. Chan is from the child institute and he mostly attends toddlers and children .. but I don't feel like having my case review by the other doctor and to go through my immunization history all over again so I decided to stick with Dr. Chan.

The odd thing is that the hospital built a tiny playground inside the waiting room. I should snap a picture next time cuz it definitely a random one. There is also a weighing machine where i witnessed how the nurse weighs a newborn and the baby is so cute hahaz. After some time, the doctor finally get my medicine prepared and signaled me to come in. The dose combination of Menomune and Tetanus Jab is a lot of painful compared to the last MMR jab I had before CNY. Actually the shot is not that painful, the way how the doctor describe the side effects of each vaccine and how painful the jab is the real deed, not physically pain but mentally ><

One more jab on march 22nd, one more SAT test and I'll be ready to enroll to UL Lafayette. My premonition telling me my actual flight will be around July and everything should follow my schedule. Right now, everything seems so visible .. tangible .. within my reach yet so tantalize.. Though the country, the uni and my major course is pretty much decided.. Still, there is one more thing that bother me. How do I know engineering is the right course for me? Unlike other successful person, they have strong clarity in mind knowing the right things to do, the appropriate things to say and ultimately what is the best for them.

Some people born as a rising star .. Some people granted with talents and to be seen on stage, they shines .. Some people claim to enjoy lives for the good deed they've done in the past .. They are the blessed one but not the ordinary me .. Yes, experience can be gain from mistakes and people get better in times .. except I can't afford to make any mistakes this time, simply stating I'm later than most people..

Hopefully, I able to finish everything I started and bend my paths until It's right! As every door is closed, there will always be a window left open by the angels. Whoever read this, get rid of all the insecurity and stop worrying for just today, cuz I know and you know All Is Well..

Peace v(^,^)v