Delirious

I am so delirious right now. My left brain is reasoning with my right brain over an insignificant argument. Here goes the face off with empathy and ethic. As if I am trying to prove what is the right kind of wrong to no one but myself. I guess what I am really saying is the definition of delirious ,or maybe much closer to INSANITY.

Rise of an Empire

The red curtain is finally drawing closer for 2011 after a round of applause. It is going to be a new day, a new year and a new start. Year 2011 has been a roller coaster ride for me, I have encountered many highs and many lows at many points of my life.

Just a moment ago, I sat down and I heard a crack. Looking down, I see my clothe hanger that is already in shortage deforms and falls apart. Breaking hanger is definitely not a big deal, I have broken things far worst than just a damn hanger. Over the year 2011, I have broke my body, my heart and my spirit, which is something I am not proud to say out loud. Having that said, I am ready to embrace my weakness as recognizing my limits makes me understand the incomplete part of me. It is a shame but this serves as a long-term stick note that reminds me not to fall into the same Pithole city. As a true survivor, It makes me realized how much stronger I want to be.

As for the point of view on year 2012, the Maya calender ceases to count when the last page gets ripped away from year 2011's calender, as if the end of the world lies upon the judgement day. I do not believe 2012 is the end, I see this as the end of a dark tunnel leading to a whole new world. Like an oak tree that sheds leaves in winter and blossom again on the coming spring, I am anticipating my rebirth and rehabilitation. My new year resolution is to conquer, to surpass and to better myself. So everybody let's cheers to the upcoming wonderful New Year!